I have my first therapy session of the year in an hour. Meighan’s probably going to ask me about my day… To which I’m going to tell her that I woke up at 1 PM because I pulled an all-nighter to binge watch a Korean drama. I finally went to sleep when the sun started rising… So my day has […]
2022
It Was Supposed to Crush Me
It was supposed to crush me. All signs pointed towards a complete wreckage. I was tossing and turning and waking up once an hour with a panic attack. I wasn’t eating anything more than just a fig bar for weeks. And my anxiety over living alone had gotten so bad that my mom had to come and live with me […]
2022
It’s Happening Already
Maybe if I weren’t so aware of my emotions. Or maybe if I had the emotional literacy of a rock. Then it’d be easier to ignore it. I’d have a better chance at pretending it wasn’t there. But unfortunately, I’m not and I can’t. I’ve spent my entire adult life trying to better understand my feelings and emotions. Trying to […]
Advent
At the Time of Completion
“When the time came to completion, God sent his Son, born of a woman, born under the law, to redeem those under the law, so that we might receive adoption as sons.” Galatians 4:4-5 In typical advent devotional fashion, I only read half of my devotional, so of course I skipped to Christmas Eve and Christmas Day. BIB 101- and […]
Advent
No, No Meg
“Now in this hope we were saved, but hope that is seen is not hope, because who hopes for what he sees? Now if we hope for what we do not see, we eagerly wait for it with patience.” Romans 8:24-25 In my head it was always simple. The plan was laid out and each step- one after the other- […]