It was another day of settling into life at Loma. Tired is an understatement, but that’s why God created three hour gaps between class. Again I have to say how much I love my classes. Today’s classes consisted of Children’s Literature and Child Development. I’m so pleased with my major and genuinely can’t wait to begin a career working with children. Post classes consisted of trying to accomplish as much non-homework tasks as I could. Emails were sent and forms were submitted, now all that’s left is to see what the Lord has planned for my life.
My future is something that scares me. I plan and I plan, and often times things don’t go according to plan. I love to organize every detail of every bit of my life, but sometimes it just isn’t enough. The past few years have been a roller coaster of good and bad; I know what I want and will eventually end up there, but in between there are heart breaking obstacles. What I’ve learned from my experiences is that I’m not God, and I can’t take the place of God. Ultimately he knows what’s in store for my future and whatever it is, it is far greater and better than I could have imagined for myself. So although I stress and cry and stress even more, I have to remind myself that if it’s in God’s will, it will happen. This month it’s important that I cast all my worries upon Christ, because he does have a plan for me.