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Step Out In Faith

Recently I did something that completely terrifies me. It’s something I wouldn’t normally do, and it’s definitely something no one ever expected me to do. I ran for the Director of Spiritual Life position.

The Director of Spiritual Life holds an influential role on our campus. It’s a person who leads students closer to Christ through coordination and organization of Wednesday night chapel services. It’s a person who sets an example of what it means to live Christ-like. I wanted to be that person. I wanted to be intentional and work on forming spiritual life on this campus.

But I didn’t get it- I didn’t win. And it hurt. But it was kind of like stubbing your toe on a piece of furniture. At first it’s this frustrating pain of knowing you could have done something differently to avoid getting hurt, but then the pain goes away and everything is ok. I didn’t win, and I was ok with that.

For weeks I stepped out in faith. I trusted in God no matter how scared or doubtful or nervous I was. I trusted in Him when I had to sign the declaration papers, and I trusted in Him when I spoke in front of hundreds of my peers. I said yes to God even though inside I was so, so scared. I accepted my calling and followed God however far it was that He wanted to take me.

So yes I didn’t win, but at the end of it all, I did win. I won the love and support that I never saw coming. Friends texted me with words of encouragement, people responded positively to my campaign, and strangers voted for me. I won an experience I will never forget. Most importantly, I know that God is looking down at me smiling. There is not a doubt in my mind that He is proud of me.

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    Charlie Ah Sing
    February 15, 2015 at 10:42 pm

    Thank you for being transparent. It’s a very healthy perspective that you are taking from this. You’re moving to a deeper dimension of faith and developing a broad understanding of life. This will ultimately serve you and those you serve in the future very well.

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    Riza Esguerra
    February 16, 2015 at 9:27 pm

    Hi Meg!! 😀 Omg it’s been so long. But wow, I’m so inspired by your blog & your life! You’ve done, seen, and accomplished SO much. Let’s catch up & have some Jesus/sisterhood talks! ^_^ <3

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