I screamed today. Like top of my lungs screamed. I cried, and I screamed. And in that moment I could have punched through a glass window with the amount of adrenaline coursing through my body. I was so angry. And what Meighan would ask me is what is that anger masking? Because anger is never the emotion. Anger is the […]

In my first every therapy session, Meighan asked why I was there. She asked why I felt like seeking out therapy. My answer was simple. I told her like many other people that year- the pandemic year- I felt lonely. A no-friends-to-hang-out-with, a no-family-in-close-vicinity, and a no-work-to-spend-my-day-at type of lonely. And somewhere in my naïve mind, I thought that maybe […]

I can write this, because she won’t read it. Mikey might read it, because he reads everything. Lynnie might read it, because she gets it sent to her email as soon as I write it. Heck, Anu might even read it after her nearly three-hour long binge the other night of everything I’ve written in the past few years. (I […]