2023

I Put In the Work

Strong and (fire emoji) (fire emoji) You look great Meg! Go Meg (praise hands emoji) (Clapping hands emoji) Wow! You look great (thumbs up emoji) You do look great!! (clapping hands emoji) (clapping hands emoji) (clapping hands emoji) So cute!!!!! Slay!!!!! (love hands emoji) And that was just in my DMs. From guys that I barely talk to. From cousins […]

2023

Why Can’t You Just Love Me

I screamed today. Like top of my lungs screamed. I cried, and I screamed. And in that moment I could have punched through a glass window with the amount of adrenaline coursing through my body. I was so angry. And what Meighan would ask me is what is that anger masking? Because anger is never the emotion. Anger is the […]

2023

Maybe It’s My Own Fault

In my first every therapy session, Meighan asked why I was there. She asked why I felt like seeking out therapy. My answer was simple. I told her like many other people that year- the pandemic year- I felt lonely. A no-friends-to-hang-out-with, a no-family-in-close-vicinity, and a no-work-to-spend-my-day-at type of lonely. And somewhere in my naïve mind, I thought that maybe […]

2023

Mean Sister

I can write this, because she won’t read it. Mikey might read it, because he reads everything. Lynnie might read it, because she gets it sent to her email as soon as I write it. Heck, Anu might even read it after her nearly three-hour long binge the other night of everything I’ve written in the past few years. (I […]

2022

Bright

I have my first therapy session of the year in an hour. Meighan’s probably going to ask me about my day… To which I’m going to tell her that I woke up at 1 PM because I pulled an all-nighter to binge watch a Korean drama. I finally went to sleep when the sun started rising… So my day has […]